Every Day?

Every Day. Every single day. Every last single one of these frickin days I post something here and I hope I can twist it into some kind of beautiful idiot life lesson so you feel a little less sad.

Did I say you? I meant me. This is stream of consciousness right now. Just the first thing that comes to my mind. Did you know that most of the time I say “did you know” I don’t actually have a fact prepared? I just hope something interesting comes to mind and then I blurt it out. That’s kinda how everyone’s doing it, right? Twitter, Instagram, Tik Tok, whatever you got. We’re just shouting into the void, hoping to be heard. Praying that someone feels it the way we do, so for a moment we’re not alone.

I lost it. I lost where I was going. Bryana started talking to me about how to take screenshots on her new phone. It’s gone now. Just when I felt like I was getting somewhere good.

But I’d rather be with her and forget what I was saying than be shouting alone into the void. So for anyone who’s feeling a little lonely tonight, sucks to be you.

I’m just kidding. I’m here for ya. Next time we see each other, just tap me on the shoulder and ask for a hug. We’re in this together after all. I love you! Not in a weird way. Just in a I’ll do what I can to help way, cause I wanna see you get everything you want in this life.

Every single day.

-J.P.