Meet Me In The Middle?

With each passing day, my attitude moves more and more to one of complete and total apathy. Ya know? Like balls to the wall, caution to the wind, I don’t even care anymore lemme just do whatever the fuck and stop thinking about how I’m going to do it. Maybe if I completely let go then it’ll be easier. Why should I care? Why should I worry? Why should I consider the details?

Because I do, I guess. I just wish I didn’t. You can’t change your nature. Can you? I don’t know you can cut down trees and plant a garden, but I guess that’s just your environment. You know what I’m saying? Do you get it? I don’t care. Whatever.

Is it ever going to stop raining in California? I have no heat in my house. My fingertips are frozen.But I don’t have AC either, so I don’t necessarily want it to get hot. I don’t care.

I have things to do. Somebody just got in an accident outside my house. I’m not even gonna go look cause I don’t care.

Ok maybe I should keep caring a little.

-J.P.