I Guess It Could Be Worse

I think I’ve hit another wall. We’ve got three songs left to finish for our 2023 release schedule. Truthfully, they should already be done but I’ve found it easier to stay away from the studio and think about next year lately. I think that’s a symptom of wanting to be further along than we are. It’s very conflicting to put a song out feeling like it won’t go the distance you want it to. Especially because I can only blame myself for that. I’ve not done enough to expand our reach. I’m still here, eleven months later trying to break through the same wall I’ve been chipping away at all year.

I can’t help but think “why do I keep doing this?” The answer is simple. Because I feel like I have to. I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t. I’d just be in the same position, except I couldn’t say that I tried, and that would be harder to live with. It’s very frustrating, but I guess it could be worse.

I don’t have much else to say today.

-J.P.